avoidance

As time goes by, i hav slowly catched up with my fully russian medium course. time is nvr enough for me to finish studying for every single subject, not only that, not enough to study finish the whole chapter for each class.. quite sad actually.. but what to do ? only to constantly read n train myself up to cope up with russian words and i believe "what i reap, is what i sow". study more n focus more!

"the thing that u fear most, it will surely comes to u ". it is very true in our lives. if u r scared of failing the exam, u will surely fail. i m not a super smart student, all i hav is a heart to serve after i graduate. i dun need much attention, i just need encouragement, as everybody does. the more desire i hav to study n go for it, the more i realize that things r just going well if i hav done my part n my Father will take care of the rest.

a simple answer to a complicated question, but not many ppl will accept the simple answer because it is a simple answer to a complicated question. humans r just too proud n we think we r like Him but actually who is greater? when i can't differentiate who is bad n who is good , how can i compare myself with my Father? who we r n how we lives matter to Him. character can be shaped nicely n wounds can be healed when we open our hearts to Him. avoiding n keep everything to urself isn't going to bring u to anywhere, maybe to the trap in darkness. no matter what u r going thru, He knows better than anyone on this earth, He is still the same God y'day , today n forever!

when i feel hurt, i tell myself, at least i know my Father still loves me. And He taught me, when i feel hurt because i care of that person, so the words that he uttered, or his actions struck me sometimes. what would u do if u care? i will love that person just like my Father loves me. ppl will ask, what abt the hurt that the person has caused? well , btw hurt n care, which one seems to be more friendly to me? care , of course! focus on the "care"! what would i do with "care" ? show it! how ? love! love with actions but not by words!

Jesus is the only way to our Father. this is an answer. a simple fact that needs u to believe by faith not by sight.